with every wish its hit or miss her
i think i'll post that poem now,
Bleeding reds, the color of love, the color of hate, as you call me with my fate
Purples and greens tremble up and down my spine lurking in and out of my mind
Did you mean what you said, did I mean it when I bled?
Bleeding blacks and wishing you would come back
When I’m done never feeling better, I’ll send you my second letter
Second but last, telling you to remember everything you had told me in the past
Remember when I promised you all I could but even after that I didn’t know if you would
I gave you everything and nothing was good enough, I guess for you everything was too much
I tried I tried I tried to make things better but this is my last letter
I won’t be here at the return address, I won’t be here and everyone will be a mess
You think you know what its like to be me, I think you have no clarity in what you see
Now my face is purple and my lips are blue, and now everyone is in hate with you
I’m up in the white clouds watching you cry, as you read my last goodbye
I tried I tried I tried to make things better, but this is my last letter
Love me hate me, I won’t know, I’ll be dead six feet below
I cared enough to let me go
Up in heaven I will sit and watch you tear at my body, and whisper to yourself, “my dear Tani.”
I’ll be dressed in black with your promise buried with me on my finger that band of silver shinned in the daylight, and now its time that I made things right
The orange sun glows on my face, and I’m taken far away from this place
Somewhere, where no one can hurt me, a ghost of complete apathy
I’ll listen to you cry out my name, I’ll watch you hold your heart in vain
Will you pray it be the end, because that heart can’t mend?
Don’t sleep my dear stay up and think about me, don’t eat my dear starve and weep for me
I tried I tried I tried to make things better, but this is my last letter
I’m leaking out myself for you, and there is nothing that you can do
Think about that every moment of every day, as I take my life away
I’d rather not live at all if I can’t live with you, no one told you I wish I knew
You can’t help but do what’s best for you, but now I’m finally through
You won’t come back to me, I won’t be there, You won’t come back, its only fair
I love you I love you I love you I love you
But this is my last letter
I’m so sorry
I love you
I miss you
I loved you
Goodbye
i feel so terrible right now.
see you in the shallows
tani elle danger
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tanielle's journal
frustrated
and the night was the knife that cut and i'm paralyzed
im feeling pretty good. Chanel and i are friends again and i love joe. he should be coming next monday. i'm excited. i wonder if that picture will work. eh oh well if it doesn't. My kitty is so cute i love her so berry much. i'm making the coolest book for Joe. and his new name is INDIE. for indiana jones, cuz his middle name is henry and indies first name is henry. hehe. i'm such a dork. I still have the intense hate for Jon the more i hear the more i want to pour insecticide all over his face and in his pants. whatever i'm just jealous i guess in a weird way. i don't want him back ever, and to know that he was kissing her while i was in an institute because he broke my heart is the sickest thing ever. he disgusts me. he'll end up with crabs or a baby and i'll laugh hahahahahahahahaha HA! see you in the shallows
tani elle acuna (aka tani elle danger) 
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